Life sometimes throws you lemons.
Sometimes it doesn't just rain it pours.
And sometimes the glass isn't half full it's empty.
Well that's how I am feeling at the moment. I am however waking up everyday and fighting those feelings. Trying to stay positive. Trying to find my balance again.
I won't go into all the little details of my dirty laundry, it doesn't really matter, my life is all a bit jumbled at the moment and I have to put the pieces back together. Which i know I'm strong enough to do.
When I feel this out of sorts i like to make gratitude lists to keep me focused on whats important.
Heres my list:
1. My beautiful son
2. My supportive family
3. Having a roof over my head even if it's not mine.
4. Having food on the table every day.
5. Having work even if it is not quite enough to get by.
6. Being on meds that keep me stable.
7. Having hope that I still have a relationship even if its a bit complicated right now.
8. Finding Aiden a great new school
9. Getting another chance to change the course of my future.
10. Tea :)
There are always things worth fighting for and living for we just have to remember them.
Love from Bear
(((hugs)))
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